this is the last polyu project - on web advertising...and when doing the final paper wrap up..i suddently realized that I haven't really put it down of my "burden" with esdlife...memories of unhappiness and unfairness surface..it's a subjective feelings..but somehow the unhappiness dominate the happy stuff over last few years....

but who knows...maybe the hidden unhappiness and pressure drive me to move forward, while other are still in their comfort zone.

it's a pin inside? shall we move forward?

i hope i can finish the paper tomorrow..and start everythings new again..

i've get used to face and solve problem in front of me...what if there is virutally no problem in front? what to solve? what to face?